HELLO EVERYONE!
BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS
BELATED HAPPY NEW YEAR
BELATED HAPPY THREE KINGS
and
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me.
I miss you all. I miss this blogging world. I miss writing about anything and everything about my Big C battle and my journey to recovery but it seems our internet connection underwent chemo theraphy treatment too, "grabe ang bagal kasi, nakakainis talaga". I've been trying to construct, organize a thought and compose a post but aside poor internet connection, I felt that my brain cells declined already, "ramdam ko na po ang pagkaulyanin ko at hirap humagilap ng sasabihin." that's why it always took me 2 to 3 months to create another blogpost.
Anyway, I am happy with my new life after my chemo but I admit I still fear the recurrence of Mr. Big C. I've experienced some sleepless nights, neck , back and pelvic pain last year so I told my mother, "mapapanatag at magkakatulog lang siguro ako ng maayos kapag nag-clear ang CT Scan." I've been praying for a good result and finally it happened last December 11. The result of my Whole Abdomen CT Scan is clear, no mass or cysts were seen in my abdominal area, only levoscoliosis and ostheophytes were noted which explains why my pelvic area is aching. I also had pneumonitis findings in my Xray result which also explains why my back and neck were aching too. The doctor explains to me that it is normal to have those results as after effects of chemo meds. That was really really a great news to me. I felt that my heart jumped with joy when I heard that it from my doctor that day so after my check up we went to the chapel and thanked GOD for HIS wonderful gift last Christmas.
Christmas, New Year and my Birthday were celebrated with utmost simplicity - we didn't prepare much food for these special occassion - just being alive and well with my family is enough for me to make my those occasion extra special.
This year, I didn't make any plans or goals for myself. I just to let God plan and decide for my future and do the best I could to start a new life. I do not know what lies ahead but I know that God will do amazing things in my life.
Always To God Be the Glory.
Till then. Have a great Weekend!